.suicide.
it often boggles my mind when people who seemingly have everything going for them hate their lives. alice wanted me to blog about this. you look at this lil girl... and you think... she has everything. what can possibly be wrong with her life? what can she possibly be thinking, and what can she be going through that's worse than yours? most probably nothing. she has a JOB, and i emphasize JOB... she is the MOST loved in the family... she's everybody's lil baby... she's a high ranking officer in junior ROTC... she has a roof over her head... two sisters who love her dearly... the most up to date outfits that make her look like a Queen Bee... hahaa.... and yet, she hates her life. she keeps everything to herself, because why? it's her own freakin business, and no one should bother her with it. yet, if you don't ask her what's wrong, it means you don't care jack about her. this lil girl has the bitchiest attitude with the most passionate heart. she cares for everyone and everything... (except maybe a few enemies here and there...) she's thoughtful, and worries about everything. so she's been having suicidal thoughts. and what is this older loser sister gonna do about it? what can i do? not much. except show her life is worth living. and that suicide is the most cowardly act. maybe it's cuz of our family history... or how i've been brought up... i hate suicide. i hate it when people even think about it. i know it's the wrong way to think... but i can't help but think this way. why suicide? it's not the only way out... you just end up hurting those who love you. end up taking the "easy" way out. end up leaving your crap for others to take care of. end up committing an act of SIN. this is why i am so adamant about finding a husband who WILL NEVER COMMIT SUICIDE. hahaha... it's silly... but yes... i don't wanna be a widow.... and i don't think your kids would appreciate it either... i guess i really have no point to my blog... i just don't think anyone should commit suicide... there's so much more to life to just end it like that. God will provide. He will be there for you. He will take your burden upon his shoulder. why? because you're his BELOVED, and He loves you just the way you are. He died for you on the cross so that you may be saved. don't take the life He has provided for you. He LOVES YOU. =)