OKay, so after reading Apollo's blog about how he likes introspective people.... and how there are people who are interesting, and how there are people who are just boring... they try their best... but they are just boring. i can think of a couple of people who are like that. hahaha... mainly UB. hahaha. but anywas, i digress. i wanted to blog about something he left out. people who needs to be interesting, who has this want to be interesting, and do weird things just to prove they are interesting and fun. or is this along the same group of boring people who try? i guess it is.... oh nevermind. but anyways, i feel like i'm that type of person. I try everything in my power to be fun. i have this need to be fun. why??? because people tell me i'm boring. so i do all these wacky things to be fun, or do i do them because i am fun???

For instance, saturday night... everyone called me to go out, but i chose to stay home... because i was feeling very very antisocial... and it was a good thing i stayed home... cuz people who went out to party saw people who i do not want to see, UB, YB, etc. so ruthy comes over to hang out with me and alice... and you know what we decided to do? put on black people make-up... gave ourselves big fat lips, put on ghetto wear, and took pictures and vids. hahaha.... they turned out mad funny. HILARIOUS to say the least. all initial reactions from those we have shown it to were: "OMG!"

--> did we do this because we were extremely bored?? did we do this so we can prove that we are fun?? did we do this because we are boring people turned weird? the questions seem endless.