dude, i have this awesome new computer. but you know what? i think it's a piece of crap sometimes... i don't know what i did with it... but it freezes sometimes, and it's annoying... stupid errors running all the time, and i can't burn one CD that is not messed up! arghhhhh.... and the stupid CD Eraser don't work cuz i freakin have CDR's only!!! i need to go out and shop... vent my anger...

maybe i haven't made it clear enough... so i am going to blog about this once and for all.... i did not like louis, i do not like louis, and will not like louis. thank you.

i already have a bf in mind. he's hot as hell... hahaha... his name is Jerry Yen. hahahaha... he's hot!

so i was just thinking... what if i NEVER get married??? that would be so depressing... yes, leaves a rather poignant tear down the corner of my eye... sigh... there are these ladies at church who never got married... i'm thinking, how do they do it? how do they survive it?? they're sooo old, without a mate... but i guess if it's God's will... then i can't do anything about it right? sigh... all my goals and plans for the future would just be a dream... a loving husband, smart kids, a lil dog, a quiet home... dude, ending up single is starting to sound more like reality nowadays... i'm like... 22 already... and yet, never had bf. gee whiz. and i don't even go out... how and where am i going to find my one and only???

hmmm... it's almost three in the morning... i stayed up all night watching a new series... man... these romantic love plots are killing me. why can't i find a hot rich guy that i can whip??? hehehe.... the guys are always whipped in these asian story lines... i guess cuz real life is the total opposite... or not?

dude, there's this really cute guy at the laundromat, i have yet to get his name... hehee... but i see him like every week... well, not as much anymore cuz i don't go as much... i think he's hispanic... or maybe not? i can never tell... but he's really handsome... hehehe. he has an awesome smile as well... hehe... ahhhh.... but it's not like i would date him... hehe... just good to look at... sigh... i'm starting to dread valentine's day 2002. yet another lonely day without a guy. hehe, at least i'll be at ITASA with all the other lonely people... hehehe.... phew!

mmmm.... i think i'm going to be a stockbroker... hehe, got the job... but then a month of unpaid training! but i guess it's okay, since they pay for my series exams.... wuuuhooooo! somehting is wrong with my blog back button... dunno what happened... can't find apollo. he better fix it! hehe.... so yeah, i think it's time to go on a shopping spree! hehehe...

wow, i got 3 comments! and since i have such a gimungous response, i have decided to reblog my page... yes... i have abandoned it... cuz i got bored of it.... heheheehe....

guess what world? i might have a job soon! yeah... as a stockbroker! what i always wanted to be... so hopefully i do well on tomorrow's interview... hehehe... i made it through the screening... which was a piece of cake... so i'm going to cross my fingers, knock on wood, and pray like i've never prayed before.... hehehe.... wish me luck!

how's that for a blog, apollo! so respond now!!!

WOOOOOHOOOO!!!! a long waited for function! the COMMENT MENU!!! click the comment function and blog back!!!

yes, you've guessed it. i'm temping again... why else would i be blogging right? got my whole day to waste anyways... man, i was so close to calling in sick or something... yeah, even though i'm only a temp... and i already told Sal i would work today... so i was a bit grouchy... i'd rather sleep than earn my $100+ for today... oh wells... so i'm in... nothing to do... lot of phone calls, but nothing too important to do around here... added new stuff to my new website... (www.geocities.com/jeyi99)

there's this really cute lady here, around 60s or something... stephanie... i've met her like several times, but she never seems to remember me... hahaha... oh wells... but she's really nice... and really cute, and carries around her lil mug around the office... hahaha... i just saw her in the restroom... i said "hi" and she smiled, but it was a just a polite gesture. hehe... oh wells. i guess i just look like every other asian right? although i don't see any asians in here... hmmm....

i'm beginning to form the theory of family businesses for this real estate industry... so many siblings and father/son people here... i get confused answering the phones sometimes cuz they all have the same last name... and there are a lot of BOBs here as well... interesting fact: i guess caucasians like the name Robert???

damn. nightmares.nightmares. i can't take it anymore. i dreamt of air raids last nite... on the bridge somewhere frantic... and people were running all over the place for cover.... ahhhh..... and there's the columbus day parade today... and i'm like right on the next block. what if there are bombs? dude, i'd be the first to go! ahhhhh... i am soooo paranoid! please oh please pray for me. ahhhh....

oh wow! people DO read my blogs... hahahaha. nice. and ruth, stop fronting man. we all know you're the stupid chinatown girl... hahaha... it just sounds likes you!

and as for the "job recruiter" ---- i want a job. anything. well, mainly financial crap. just need the work experience so i can go back to school and get my MBA!!!

dude, why do i always sound depressed? and why am i always blogging when i'm bored at work? hehehe... yet another receptionist temp job... although it's like more of a private secretary... i rather have the front desk reception... that way, no one is there to watch you... and you don't need to take messages with all those rules and regulations.

so let me tell you about this morning. i woke up before the sun came out. haven't done that in QUITE a while. yes. QUITE a while. hahahaha... didn't get much sleep last nite... cuz i had nightmares... since i'm working midtown for 2 days... i dreamt that the Empire State Building got blown up as well... dang it... that was soooo scary... and i kept watching the news... to see if i would have to go to work... hahaha... perhaps my subconscious mind is saying... i don't wanna work yet! but with all these terrorist attacks... i think it scared the crap outta me... couldn't sleep for weeks! and also, i get scared at night... since i'm the only one that's up so late... and plus, i'm in the basement all by myself... it's just scary... i keep thinking a terrorist might come in and harm us... sigh... paranoia.

dude, not that i'm complaining or anything, i was on the 7 train this morning. sitting next to this asian girl. perhaps a fob of some sort cuz she was wearing these fobby socks, and then her pants were way too short... and she kept nudging me. so annoying! when i first sat down, i realized the seat was a bit small... or did she move more over? she was on my left, and this huge lady was on my right. and so i was sandwiched in... like... she had more space on the other side, but she kept pushing me towards the fat lady. what's her problem??? probably wanted me out of the seat or some crap.... damn her. grrrr. curse her. curse her and her fake chinatown bag.